I see a smile

Your life would be suck if you must have a reason to smile. But, your life would be great if you have no reason to smile. Don't get my word?

 okay..

Just smile without any reason. Just smile like nothing bad happen to you. Smile as you can. Smile and bring happiness to everyone around you..

Smile as bright as you can, wiw....

Mungkin gw dikira ilang

Tadi gw pulang tanggo dari kantor. Dan ga ikut mobil jemputan tapi naik bis ke pasar rebo. Dari pasar rebo naik angkot lagi ke stasiun Tanjung Barat. Jam-jam pulang kerja kan memang penuh tuh kereta. Hp gw masukin tas, dan tas nya gw taro atas, soalnya sempit dan tas gw berat. Nah, memang sih gw ga ngabarin nyokap kalo gw udah dalam perjalanan pulang. Pas udah mau nyampe stasiun tujuan, gw ambil tas dan cek hp. Lo tau? udah ada 10 missed call dan 8 sms. Dari ibu, mbak rini dan dek feri -_____-

Missed Call

Sms dari ibu

sms dari adek gue

dan ini adalah balesan dari gue

Berlebihan banget ya? Ya memang sih mereka khawatir sama gw. Kalo misalnya jam pulang gw belum pulang dan ga ada kabar ya baru deh wajar panik kaya gtu. Gw bukannya apa-apa ya. Soalnya ibu kalo udah panik kaya gtu tuh keluar keringet dingin dan lemes mendadak. Gw takut malah ibu jadi sakit aja. Tapi susah nyuruh ibu untuk berpikiran positif di hal-hal kaya gini.

Lain kali gw memang ga boleh lupa sms beneran nih -____-

My Ice Man, Kimi Raikkonen

Been exciting since i knew if Kimi Raikkonan will be back to Formula One!!

Setelah kontrak selesai sama Ferrari di Tahun 2009, Kimi gabung di World Rally Championship gabung di Citroen Junior Team, akhirnya Kimi balik lagi ke F1!!! dan gabung di Team Lotus. Denger kabar Kimi balik ke F1 lagi itu pas akhir oktober kalo ga salah. Dan udah ga sabar aja pengen segera season 2012. hehehehe

Gw udah jadi fans nya Kimi dari tahun 2003. Pas dia masih di Mc-Laren. Taun 2007 dia pindah ke Ferrari, gantiin Schumi yang pensiun di tahun itu. Gw sih lebih suka mobilnya Mc-Laren ya. Tapi Kimi di Ferrari berhasil jadi Juara dunia loh. Hebat yaaa

Kimi itu terlalu cool hehe. kalo dia podium mukanya yang biasa banget. Beda sama pembalap-pembalap lain yang jingkrak-jingkrak. Makanya sebutan dia The Ice Man. Dan satu lagi, tanggal lahir dia sama kaya Eminem. hahaha penting ye..

Sejak Kimi ga di F1 lagi, gw udah ga pernah mantengin F1 lagi. Sempet nyari yang baru buat didukung, dan gw pilih Sebastian Vettel. Emang menang terus sih, tapi ga sreg aja tetep.

Kenapa gw suka F1? kebanyakan kan lebih suka Moto GP ya. Gw suka aja kalo di F1 kan ada pitstop nya. Nah, disitu keliatan banget pas racing, team juga berperan penting. Semakin bagus kerja sama teamnya, pitstop nya semakin cepet. Beda 2 detik aja bisa ngaruh banget di posisi nya nanti pas keluar pitstop.

Beberapa hari yang lalu Kimi udah mulai test Drive, dan foto-foto sama Team Lotusnya udah mulai beredar di Internet.

Hihihi, warna helm nya bagus ya. Semoga gw someday bisa liat dia balapan secara Live. Amiinnn

Satnite With Piggy Piggy

Hari ini udah direncanain dari minggu lalu. Mau Hang out bareng dalam rangka merayakan bday nya uty. Fix kita rencanain ke Taman Anggrek mau maen Ice skate.

Sebelum berangkat ke TA ibu udah sms ngambek gtu karena dirumah sendirian. gw kan jadi ga tenang -___-

Setelah dibayang-bayangin mau maen ice skate dari seminggu yang lalu, kita ber-empat (gw, suci, uty, fani) harus menelan kecewa karena ringnya ternyata ditutup untuk umum hari ini. Lagi ada lomba Hockey. Sedih :(

Akhirnya kita makan malem aja deh di Pizza Hut. Iyee, udah jauh-jauh ke Jakarta Barat berakhir di Gubuk Pizza ini. Trus, dasar pada ababil semua ya. Masa mereka minta balon dongg. Pada ga sadar umur. Rombongan yang disebelah kita udah pada ngelirik-lirik aneh aja gtu. Gw gamau ikut-ikutan pesen balon. Malu hahaha. Tapi ikutan foto-foto sih. Tapi ga pake balon :p

Besok Libur!! yeayyyy...

Me, You, and We

Woaaa, it's February already? time running faster than i thought. Oke, welcome to our lovely february then :D

Echem. I wanna tell you about something happened to me in last January. I never tell you about this before, no i mean tell about him. Let's start then...

I knew him in last October. okey i'll make it short. I had crush on him since we first met.

skip skip skip.

We were getting closer in early january by Gtalk. We talked about ideas, theories, music, movie, family, and random stuff. We just can't stop talking. We Gtalk-ed like we never ran out of topics to talk about, occasionally talked on the phone. We laughed together. He listened to my stories whether it was interesting or not.

On January 24th, we talked about our feelings. We love each other in a wrong way (ummm, he is already in relationship). Honestly, I knew about it before, but i pretend like didn't know anything. I just enjoyed "we" time when we shared stories, when we told unfunny jokes and we laughed together. I just can't stop..

Did you know? He read my blog (all my post-from the first post), my tumblr (from the first post), and my twitter (I don't know how far he read, my tweet already over than 20K tweets) he did it without following me anyway. He stalk on me. hahaha

Day by day, he become more sweeter sweeter and sweeter. these all really really bothering me. I felt special in the same time i felt curious. what is the reason he act like this? is he really love me or is he just get bored with his girlfriend then tried to find someone else? I don't know..

I told my self to stop all this. I was tellin my self not expect to much on him, but I couldn't. If he really love me, i want he just love me, no one else. Or, if he just looking for interesting thing then he found on me, please stop it.

He was tell me if he confused of decide between love or faith. in that time, I said let the time will answer it.

But, is he realise if he already betray his faithfulness? he neither decide love by the way. He stay on his broken faith. Then i realise something, he didn't love me that much. Doesn't it funny huh? ---- these all happened on 30th January.

Okay, we only have one week precious moment together. haha not really together, but still, it precious for me. It doesn't matter what all these mean for him.

I'm just curious about something. I'm wondering, is he still read my blog, tumblr, or my twitter? is he still thinking of me by any chance like i do?

Since i told him to stop all this, I can't reach him. It feels like there is something gone. He disappear so sudden.

Let's make it clear. I said "stop all this" doesn't mean "stop to talk to me".

Is this the end of everything? I'll let the time to answer it..

Lesson for you : Don't do it because "you have to do", but because "you want to do" - A very Harold and Kumar 3D Christmast