Desember

Akhir tahun seharusnya jadi hal yang paling berkesan. Well, beberapa kejadian memang ga bisa dilupain sih tapi kenapa musti hal yang kaya gini ya? sedikit-sedikit gw mulai bisa nerima semua kenyataan ini, tapi disaat gw berpikir untuk dewasa, keadaan ga ngedukung gw. Lagi-lagi semuanya ngegantung. Hmmm, hidup gw terlalu complicated.
well, mungkin gw sendiri yang bikin semua ini jadi kaya gini. tapi satu hal yang pasti gw akan berusaha untuk ga ngulangin semua itu di Tahun depan yang tinggal menghitung hari lagi ini. yes, my wish!!

gw juga ga ngerti kenapa gw posting sesuatu yang ga penting lagi. hahaha, just updated and updated.

hei youuuu, big smile from hereee!!! wish you read this

My Nu job

Logo Mandala

A-320

disinilah gw sekarang kerja. Jadi call center sih bukan pramugarinya. hahhaa, kurang tinggi banget klo jadi pramugarinya. Kantornya di Tomang raya. semakin jauh aja ya dari rumah gw. Makanya gw jadi ngekost dideker kantor. Kerjanya lumayan menyita waktu. Sistemnya shifting jadi libur gw ga pasti. Tapi, gw ngerasa enjoy kok disini. wish me luck guys!!

something from the past

Tanggal 12 september gw tulis ini semua. Ya apa yang gw tulis itu yang gw rasa saat itu. Untuk sekarang, semua itu udah bukan apa-apa. Dan akan terus jadi kenangan atau mungkin cuma mimpi indah sesaat, dan gw terbangun dimimpi itu karena gw jatuh dari tempat tidur. Uuuuuu, hahaha. well enjoy!!

*My Heart*

its too early to say
"you are the best thing that I ever had"
but, thats true
I believe if i will never met someone like you
you are the only one
I know, we will meet the end of this relationship
If someday you're not araound, i'll be fine
The new me will come
more stronger, more everything
Im not scary about that day
Just believe, that is the best way for me for us
Hard for me to thinking if you will gone
Im dying to it
For now, you are my everything
and i always here for you
never want to leave you
never gonna let you go
Im yours my sunshine

hahaha, english gw berantakan abis yaaa. well ini memang udah basi banget, tapi iseng aja deh gw post. Gimana menurut lo? sebuah ketololankah ini?

My Heart Talk

okay, this is lyric of the Band from poughkeepsie, New York.  with powerpop sound the lyric enough to represent my current word. Just read annnnndddd what ya think guys???

Never Be What You Want

I remember the nights we spent under city lights
This feelings got the best of me
We were floating along to the sounds of a dead end town
but now that's just a memory

I can't figure you out, you've got more fight in you
than anybody else
And here's the part where i start to make my own damn decisions
and make a name for my self

I'll never be what you want
I wouldn't change any part of me
Just to make you stay
You had a piece of my heart
But not enough to just run away
'Cause i know what's best for me

Take all your big plans and throw them away
I've got something in mind before we go separate ways
We ask the questions baby,
Who provides the answers?

I'm scared to death and it shows
The flame burned out, but it glows
And the look in your eyes says things i don't wanna know
It's time to go!
Come closer!
And I can't say anything, everything comes out the wrong way

I'll never be what you want
I wouldn't change any part of me
Just to make you stay
You had a piece of my heart
But not enough to just run away
'Cause i know what's best for me

Just try, just try a little harder
I'll do my best explaining all the things I'm going through
Just try, just try a little harder
This is why I can't adjust for you

You can't say
The look in your eyes says things i don't wanna know
No you, You can't stay

I wanna be with you, and no one else
I need you to feel the way that you felt that summer night
when you found that puzzle piece missing for eight straight weeks
You're not the perfect fit

I'll never be what you want
I wouldn't change any part of me
Just to make you stay
You had a piece of my heart
But not enough to just run away
'Cause i know what's best for me

For Now

Im Single and YES this is me. So fuckin WHAT???!!